if only u knew

emosi mlm ini :
sgt tidak baik.


if only u could understand why im acting like this.


i hate it when u spend more time wif ur frens,
coz it was always u and me all this while.
i hate it when u didn't tell me anything u did,
the fact that ur out having fun and im stuck here with this major headache.
i hate it when u have to be too nice to everyone and ppl keep taking u for granted.
i hate it when u do sumthing without thinking of the consequences, coz u always did.
i hate it when u try to be close with my mum, coz u know that she likes u.
i hate it when every time problems arise, it happens when exam is right on the next day.
i hate it when spent ur money, u never think whether its worth what ur getting it for.
but wat the heck, its ur money anyways rite?
i hate it when i am actually happy, then sumthing came up the very next day.
i hate it when i tell u sumthin, and all u replied was OK.
i hate it when i feel all alone, and u were never there.
i hate it when i have to wipe the tears away, juz to make everyone feel that im ok.

you're so close but yet so far.

i hope this answers everything.



love,
liyanakamal