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It's been 4 months since this blog was updated. The last entry was written when i was really frustrated and upset. After 4 months down the road, I think I am a much positive person. Taking things steadily, one step at a time.

So much happened in this period of time. I even decided to quit some part of life. But Allah definitely has better plans for me. I'm still here, hanging on. Honestly, I'm anxiously waiting for 2013 to come. Looking forward to what's in store for me. For whatever decisions made, I hope I wont have any regrets. I do miss life back then. Sometimes i reminisce too much. But living on memories of yesterdays wouldnt make me a better person today. So i decided to move on eventhough it's one tough decision. After all, life never waits on you, right?

I gotta stop that running-away-from-every-shit-attitude and face my fear. I'm gonna try harder this time. InsyaAllah.



Yours truly,
Liyana Kamal

once a liar always a liar?

okay. not gonna say much, but i can surely say nobody likes to be cheated.
so once karma gets back on you, keep lying and be happy :)


selamat berpuasa to all muslims. I pray for my happiness, and of course everyone around me. 


love always.
liyana

COACH COACH COACH!

OMG OMG OMG! COACH is out with their new SUMMER collection ! Sumpah they are so prettttttayyyy! I love every one of them! I wish I could own them. Boohoo ! So much of a shopaholic eh. Never mind lah, tak dapat beli tengok pon jadi lah kannnn. *BIG DROOOL*

life is tough

Just recently, I read this quote from a twitter friend.

"Mana ada bahagia jika tiada duka. Ujian Allah itu bermacam-macam. Sabar menghadapinya."

Like seriously, I do agree with this and I'm hanging on. So much to life now even I don't seem to love every single bit of it. But nonetheless, I'm still grateful :)

Grateful because, I have a supportive family, beautiful nieces and handsome nephews, cool cousins who made my day even more exciting and friends near or far who have inspired me in every single way.

I still consider myself lucky. True though they say, life is tough, only the strong ones survive. Strong here does not need you to have 6 pax or a big build but just mentally strong to get through it. What happened yesterdays will only motivate you to keep you going.  Save the memories which are worth keeping and put behind the ones which made you sad. I pray that I will be able to go through this. InsyaAllah :)



Yours truly,
Liyana

we'll be a dream ;)

Okay finally found this song! Heard it on the way to work yesterday. I know it's kinda old but I'm lovin it.

So gonna put in on repeatpeatpeat ! (Y)

midnite blues

My mind is everywhere tonight. Can't focus, can't concentrate. Is it the tired body, mind or soul? Had enough sleep I suppose, 8 hours of rest is definitely more than what I need.

At times I feel like quitting. Always having second thoughts, is this what I really want? Is this what makes me happy? Kept telling myself I cannot gonna give up coz of little tiny distractions. But how long could I take this?

Felt so alone, even so many people around. Faking my smile, putting a big laugh but inside....? Am getting better at being pretentious these days. I wish I could delete this off me, so badly.


P/S : Sorry boss, I'm blogging this from office during my shift. I can't barely concentrate. Dang!


Sincerely,
Liyana Kamal

Sleepless nites

I have trouble sleeping lately. Dunno coz the nature of new job or is it just me.. Every off days would be so dreadful for me. Even when the clock strikes 2am I'm still wide awake. And as I'm writing now, I can't barely sleep. *sigh* I blame my brain for over thinking!

God, plssssssss help me to overcome this, I'm so not at peace :( Waking up the next day with sore body and mind is just not good, seriously. Now I wish I'm far far away and never thinking of the past and of coz you.


Sincerely,
Liyana Kamal

Happy Happy May !

Hello May! Today is the 12th day of the month. How time flies kan? Dah 5 bulan masuk tahun 2012. This month is the month with most birthdayssss and not to forget weddingsss! There'll be at least a wedding per week and almost everyday is a friend's birthday. Busy much ehhh? Sangat laaah!


I think I have so much to write here. Really. But every time I'm actually blogging, I'm at lost of words. Tak tau nak habaq tang mana dulu. So much to say sampai terlupa what I initially wanted to write. Happens all the time. Hiks.


Okay this entry will be just short and sweet. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest ones at heart. I won't mention names here. Nevertheless, don't feel UNspecial okay? I wish that Allah will protect you from any harm, grant you with a bundle of joy, befall great health and wealth, and may you live your life with success. My girlfriends, boyfriends, cousins and people that I know far or near. I love you guys to bits. Sumpah this comes sincerely from my tiny heart :)

To those who's gonna end their single status, Selamat Pengantin Baru and Semoga Berbahagia hingga hujung nyawa saya ucapkan. Maaf kalau tak dapat datang all the weddings especially the ones which fall on Sunday. It's my working day. Sad ain't it. Tapi takpelah, demi mencari rezki kan.

 And to my dearest Mama, Happy Mother's Day! Thank you for all your love, sacrifices and everything you've done for us. Never could I repay them in any ways. I promise I'll learn to be a better person each and every day. I love you Ma, till the end of time :)



Okay should be short and sweet enough rite? HEEE HEEE. I'll try my best to write more soon. Till then, boa noite lovelies.


Sincerely,
Liyana Kamal

Eh?

Huff Huff !

Yours truly, Liyana Kamal

If I could turn back time

SALAM lovelies. It's been awhile since my last post. Two months or so i think.

A lot happened. Happy and sad at the same time. Exciting and depressing moments. Well, that's life. Whatever happens, life still goes on. They say, just deal with it. Complaints ain’t gonna bring you nowhere. That’s what I learn, but me, being the miss-complain-it-all, will never stop complaining. *Teehee*


What's new? Lemme see.. Apparently I've moved to another department, still with the old company tho. It's already 18 months now. But what I consider much much challenging is working at hours where people are happily snoozing away. Yeah, definitely one big challenge for a heavy sleeper like moi. Boohoo! Environment wise is all the same, but the JD is much more focusing on techie stuff which I so need to buck up my skills on. Am I happy with my work? I GUESS SO. Just trying to deal with it, for the sake of living. There are times I wondered, is IT field really a suitable place for me. Always thinking of venturing into business one day. Will make it happen soon, insyaAllah :)


I just wanna say here, I really miss my old life! I missed missed missed everything I had before. I know I’m earning my own bucks now, I'm able to help my parents and all, but somehow I just feel growing older seems so complicating. RESPONSIBILITY is such a big word. Bigger that I thought I could handle. Truth is, I missed life back then, I missed my Uni days, I missed my intern days and above all I just missed those happy and carefree times I had. So much to reminisce, if I could walk down the memory lane, I would do it, definitely!


I could write even longer, but I think I should put a stop now. Gotta get back to work. Good night fellas, and to OLD LIFE, IMYSM :(


Sincerely,
Liyana Kamal

restless

HMMMMMMMMMM.

the whole day i'm feeling restless. since morning when i step into the office.
tak sedap hati sangat :( hoping that nothing bad happens.
or is it nak dapat duit terpijak kott? *try sedapkan hati sendiri nih*


4 o clock comes fast please. i just wanna get outta here ASAP ! :')




yours truly,
Liyana Kamal

Bawa Aku Pergi

Just heard this song, nice one.
But i love the live version better. This girl's voice sounds so serene kan kan? ;)










p/s : how i wish i could run from the reality. wooof wooof!


love,
Liyana Kamal

good food around Cyberjaya/Putrajaya area

Hey sunshines! Good morningg! :D

Just a quick question here. Tak bole blog panjang-panjang coz I'm writing from the office. hihi.


Just wanna check if anybody knows any good place for an office outing for makan-makan event? Area as per mentioned in the title above. My department is gonna have it soon. Maybe right after CNY. Been checking out a few places but not finalize yet. So if you ade idea mane-mane tempat best budget below RM100 do share with me okayyyy :)


Alrite gotta go, keje banyak pending dah nih.




love,
Liyana Kamal

Someone Like You :)

Look at the moon tonight.
Full and shining bright, but hidden by the shadow.
So beautiful I wish I could write on it so you can read what's running on my mind. What am I constantly thinking of.
How I wish I could.
I hope all the misery will somehow blossom into happiness.
I wish hard.


Dear Lord,
Please make him happy,
Please make him succeed in life,
And most importantly, make him live with someone he truly loves and loves him equally.





love,
Liyana Kamal

Happy 2012 !!

Salam and greetings to the pretty and handsome readers of mine. *feeling2 femes sat :p*

This bloggie was being ignored for the past few months particularly coz i was busyyyyy living my life! Nahhh... :p Sorry for the long silence, i think this gotta be the longest one right? Been wanting to update my dear diary but....... as usual the 'L syndrome' conquers all *teehee*


Yeah, gotta admit a lot of things happened in 2011 and some things are definitely to be cherished and some, will just remain as it is. I never regret whatever happened, be it good or bad coz He surely has the best, planned for me. InsyaAllah. In fact, I'm so thankful now that I learned more each day, learning to be a better person :) I miss those days tho, I sure do. Deeply. At times I do feel so weak, so weak I felt like giving up life. I felt life was unfair and keep throwing the blame to others. But hey girl, there's certainly MORE to life than living in your past rite? Gotta grow up, learn to love and appreciate the ones who love and appreciate you more ( if ade lahh ) *ayat yg sgt pasrah kannnnn*


And oh... It's the 5th day of 2012 and I hope its still not too late for me to wish you (pretty ladies and handsome guysssss only :p ) a happy new year and may this year be much much significant than the years before. I must say... my resolution list goes on and on every year, but I'll try to fulfill each and every tiny bit of them one step at a time. What I'm wishing for? Well... I'll just simply keep it to myself :)


And ohhh just wanna share.. this is how my New Year Celebration went..... pretty exciting. yeahh! cube teka dekat maneeee? sape betol I blanje tutti mutti :p

well, obviously if you don't know where this is, u surely is not a true Malaysian. hihi ;p

in some museum, like a family potrait kannn. weee :D

and of course with my feveret gurlsssss. muah muah :*

by the beach and thinking of you. ermmm, ermmm. feeling sappy sat.

p/s : Happy New Year 2012 all and cheers to a wonderful & happy life (and this is definitely dedicated to you :))




love,
Liyana Kamal