If I could turn back time

SALAM lovelies. It's been awhile since my last post. Two months or so i think.

A lot happened. Happy and sad at the same time. Exciting and depressing moments. Well, that's life. Whatever happens, life still goes on. They say, just deal with it. Complaints ain’t gonna bring you nowhere. That’s what I learn, but me, being the miss-complain-it-all, will never stop complaining. *Teehee*


What's new? Lemme see.. Apparently I've moved to another department, still with the old company tho. It's already 18 months now. But what I consider much much challenging is working at hours where people are happily snoozing away. Yeah, definitely one big challenge for a heavy sleeper like moi. Boohoo! Environment wise is all the same, but the JD is much more focusing on techie stuff which I so need to buck up my skills on. Am I happy with my work? I GUESS SO. Just trying to deal with it, for the sake of living. There are times I wondered, is IT field really a suitable place for me. Always thinking of venturing into business one day. Will make it happen soon, insyaAllah :)


I just wanna say here, I really miss my old life! I missed missed missed everything I had before. I know I’m earning my own bucks now, I'm able to help my parents and all, but somehow I just feel growing older seems so complicating. RESPONSIBILITY is such a big word. Bigger that I thought I could handle. Truth is, I missed life back then, I missed my Uni days, I missed my intern days and above all I just missed those happy and carefree times I had. So much to reminisce, if I could walk down the memory lane, I would do it, definitely!


I could write even longer, but I think I should put a stop now. Gotta get back to work. Good night fellas, and to OLD LIFE, IMYSM :(


Sincerely,
Liyana Kamal