Tuesday, May 15, 2012

midnite blues

My mind is everywhere tonight. Can't focus, can't concentrate. Is it the tired body, mind or soul? Had enough sleep I suppose, 8 hours of rest is definitely more than what I need.

At times I feel like quitting. Always having second thoughts, is this what I really want? Is this what makes me happy? Kept telling myself I cannot gonna give up coz of little tiny distractions. But how long could I take this?

Felt so alone, even so many people around. Faking my smile, putting a big laugh but inside....? Am getting better at being pretentious these days. I wish I could delete this off me, so badly.


P/S : Sorry boss, I'm blogging this from office during my shift. I can't barely concentrate. Dang!


Sincerely,
Liyana Kamal

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